Spot the Letter S.
S stands for Stress in my life at the moment, and I wish I never got there. Had all the warning signs months ago, and started to do something about it. I work from home - big mistake sometimes, as you put more energy into your work than you would normally do if you worked for an employer. Well a few weeks ago I decided I was going to retire....and enjoy life. Do things that I want to do not what I have to do.
I would still work, but at a slower pace. Well that did not last long because no sooner I get a phone call from a client to ask would I be "interested in.......". LOL . £ signs rush before my eyes, and thinking about extra money......so I said yes! Knowing full well that I have a small dispute going on between two people and I am "piggy in the middle", that is really stressing me out - and has partly attributed to how I feel now.
I had this bad headache, right at the base of the skull, wouldn't go away, neck was still, pains in chest, lack of sleep, you name I am getting it......so I booked an appointment with the Holistic Therapist - what a disaster....she couldn't touch me I was in so much pain and I eventually broke down. Cried buckets full - all over her couch.
Thats it! Another warning sign - this has gone too far! So.... today, as exhausted as I am - I have booked a mini holiday miles away in a little Guest House - just me and me alone. Take a couple books and just chill out. Only other time I did this was 20 years ago when things got tough, but then I was more drastic and booked a flight to Australia - for 2 months!!!
So this letter S has to be dealt with now - or else there will be a dead end on my road to retirement......
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